Friday, December 30, 2011

finding Brian Rutenberg

 
 I am jumping for joy
while sitting on my couch with 
a laptop on my lap (hee hee )

i love google !
i have stumbled upon a new artist.
new to me that is.
Brain Rutenberg
i can't wait to hunt down his paintings the
next time I am in NYC, which is hopefully soon
 ( cause i am going through nyc withdrawal again )
 
i love them
i love them 
i love them


Thursday, November 24, 2011



note to my boyfriend:
 
if you ever want to redecorate our apartment
or want to know what my ideal living room would look like.
here it is.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

ode to the present - the beautiful beautiful present

Ode to the Present
by Pablo Neruda

This present moment,
smooth as a wooden slab,
this immaculate hour,
this day pure as a new cup
from the past-- no spider web exists--
with our fingers,
we caress the present;
we cut it
according to our magnitude
we guide
the unfolding of its blossoms.
It is living, alive--
it contains nothing
from the unrepairable past,
from the lost past,
it is our infant,
growing at this very moment, 
adorned with sand, 
eating from our hands.
Grab it.
Don't let it slip away.
Don't lose it in dreams
or words.
Clutch it.
Tie it,
and order it to obey you.
Make it a road,
a bell,
a machine,
a kiss, a book,
a caress.
Take a saw to its delicious
wooden perfume.
And make a chair;
braid its back;
test it.
Or then, build a staircase!
Yes, a
staircase.
Climb
into
the present,
step
by step,
press your feet
onto the resinous wood
of this moment,
going up,
going up,
not very high,
just so
you repair
the leaky roof.
Don't go all the way to heaven.
Reach
for apples,
not the clouds.
Let them
fluff through the sky,
skimming passage,
into the past.
You
are
your present,
your own apple.
Pick it from
your tree.
Raise it
in your hand.
It's gleaming,
rich with stars.
Claim it.
Take a luxurious bite
out of the present,
and whistle along the road
of your destiny.

Thursday, October 27, 2011

A lovely day

It was my birthday yesterday. So much that I wanted to pack in to remember the day by. So many people that I wanted to speak to. Long lost friends I wanted to see. But the day is only so long and it did go by quickly. What I did do : I started the day out with a crazy intense boxing circuit class, followed by a lunch / shopping date with my boyfriend ( we went to the new anthropology store where I was in heaven and pretended I was in new york ), then off to dinner, drinks and a little kar-ee-oh-kee with friends and family. The picture with my sweet sis really says it all. Just a lovely cozy day. What more can a girl ask for ?
Xoxo

-- Sent from my Palm Pre

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

tomorrow doesn't matter for i have lived today - Horace


There was a year when I conquered many fears,
many dislikes, many unknowns, many "i have never".

One of them was diving into the cold lake water above.
Face first, without my usual testing and easing,
slowly inching myself in.

This may seem like a silly thing to most,
but I had spent my entire life up till that point
never having dove into a lake.

This photo made me think today
that I might need to challenge myself a little more this year.
As my new year is coming up,
I will look out for new lakes to dive into.


Wednesday, August 10, 2011

welcome to the new window at 648


this is the new and improved
front window of the Toast Collective.
Otherwise known as the Drift's art display window.
Otherwise known as my studio.
We share.

Thanks to the Len for his craftsmanship
we'll have this place lookin spiffy in no time.


Wednesday, June 29, 2011

tripping over things ( again )


And I've got
No illusions about you
And guess what?
I never did
And when I said
When I said I'll take it
I meant,
I meant as is

Just give up
And admit you're an asshole
You would be
In some good company
I think you'd find
That your friends would forgive you
Or maybe I
Am just speaking for me

Cause when I look around
I think this, this is good enough
And I try to laugh
At whatever life brings
Cause when I look down
I just miss all the good stuff
When I look up
I just trip over things

- ah, miss ani

did i ever post this new painting? i don't believe i did

Sunday, February 6, 2011

sounds and scapes - lyrics and layers


This is part 1 of 3 - of one of my older pieces
"Satellites"

I would like to return to this process:
of layers, found materials, adding and removing,
scraping and gluing, creating and undoing

Steve Weaving together sounds and splashes of colour,
lyrics and layers of paint,
here we come !

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

transformation, rejuvination, flight



I am inspired to spend my extra time these days . . .
exercising!
Sorry, I know, I should be painting.
But trust me, this is important . . .
and painting more will come next, when that studio warms up
@#*&(!!! it's cold in there, not painting friendly - at all!
So for now I am lifting weights and trying to lift my own weight
which I am awful at.
Tomorrow is for boxing ! I announce this with much excitement !
and sore happy muscles :)

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

that's all

there is much beauty in a moment of confusion and interpretation.
there is that lesson , again and again, don't look down and miss all the good stuff -
just look up and trip over things.

i learn so much from you, even when I am not looking

"This is blindness, beyond all conceiving
While behind us, the road is leaving
And leaving, and falling back
Like a rope gone slack

Well, I saw straightaway that the lay was steep
But I fell for you, honey, easy as falling asleep
And that, right there is the course I keep

And no amount of talking
Is going to soften the fall
But, like after the rain
Step out of the overhang, that's all "

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

city walk


oh, poor little silly little sad little me.
So spoiled am I , that I am feeling lost.
Lost because I had to miss my fall trip to nyc.
the fall in nyc - gorgeous.
the fall here in dreariesville - grey
I didn't want to write about it, admit it, it's silly, but it's also true
and I like the truth !
more truth -
the walking, i miss the walking - and apparently so do my thighs!
today my fat a__ ran around the park, over some benches, past a sketchy dude ( guy in park with clean beige boots, big sunglasses, large toque, small backpack)
let's toast to me doing that all over again tomorrow, perhaps minus the sketchy dude,
cause then i might have to find a new park.
let's hope the running helps, cause if i find the time and the money
i want to be on a sunshiny beach in the new year
and wearing a bathing suit might be essential.
whoa rant-aholic tonight, must write more !

ps. this whole thing started because after my little jog i popped into the fresh and lovely Collage Collage store and gorgeous illustration by Julie Morstad (artist above)
she is one talented lady !




Friday, November 12, 2010

preparing for flight


The butterfly
the soul - the mind - love
transformation - beauty - flight

i await a new year of flight



Wednesday, November 3, 2010

floating, swimming and all tied up


what?
i am not sure either
but somehow i relate to this picture
at the moment life is:
dynamic, grand, trying, smooth, fulfilling, quiet
i am:
floating, fluttering, in love (with a fish), challenged,
tied up, standing tall, forgetting my creativity, learning,
changing, growing
i need to:
paint more, find new music, hang tight, be free,
be open to the change, focus on the challenges at hand,
let go, and blog again

Monday, May 3, 2010

PESCADO


happiness runs in a circular motion
thought is like a little boat upon the sea
everybody is a part of everything anyway
you can have everything if you let yourself be

you can have everything if you let yourself be
you can have everything if you let yourself be
you can have everything if you let yourself be

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

tripping over things

my first blog experience was stumbling upon a blog called
Every Passing Moment
lately I have had my head in businesses but am switching with spring
back into the land of creativity.
So to start Spring off right, I visited one of my favourite blogs tonight
knowing i would find something to love
and here it is . . .
thank you

(best to click on the title and be patient and let it load - it's worth it )

Bright Eyes - First Day Of My Life from Saddle Creek on Vimeo.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

another little moment i want to share


my sweet sister Melissa gave birth to her 5th baby!
little Pia Isabella, all of 5 lbs
the same size i was when i was born
i had her to sleep in no time and was not going
to share her with anyone!

xoxo

sent from Angie Heintz ( travelling with her palm phone )

when I woke this time . . .


. . .there was nothing to take you off my mind,
nothing to take me back to sleep.
but there is a captured moment in my phone
ahhhhhh.....

sent from Angie Heintz ( travelling with her palm phone )

Monday, March 15, 2010

Andy Goldsworthy

how is it that I have never heard of Andy Goldsworthy before?
Is this why I should read the paper ?
perhaps travelling more would do

sticks in circular patterns, piled pebbles, arranged leaves, cracked pavement, painted nature, nature is art. he just brings our attention to it even more.
I want to head to the beach now, even in the rain, but it is 12:30 am
and my little guy is sleeping... I'll have to wait.

thanks for the introduction lance.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Market table, nyc

It's questionable whether an amazing meal tastes as good when you can't share it with the one you love! xo

(market table is a fabulous spot!)

sent from Angie Heintz ( travelling with her palm phone )

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

"End of season" 1993 Jack Shadbolt


mmmmm.....Jack !
I have been searching for butterfly paintings by Jack Shadbolt
on the internet, why are they so hard to find?

Next Friday I will be heading back to New York.
One of the highlights will be
the massive butterfly painting that hangs in the International
Departure area at YVR. I could stand in line there all day!


"I always feel I'm getting near to something that's got more to it than I can get hold of."
(Jack Shadbolt)